Still Struggling

Why oh who am I doing this to myself?

I wake up each day and say to myself today I am going to eat well. Then something happens to trigger me to eat.

I think I am still holding a lot of anger!!

I recieved this link today which I found very interesting!!


http://video.ktla.com/global/video/popup/pop_player.asp?clipid1=1803674&at1=News+-+Hard+News&vt1=v&h1=10/2+-+KTLA+Exclusive!!!++Internet+Diet+Scam+Exposed&d1=219667&redirUrl=http://www.ktla.com&activePane=info&LaunchPageAdTag=homepage&playerV

After all aren't we all in the same position? Don't we all have the same goal? Are we not there to support each other with this disease?

I know I will lose my weight and I know I will need surgery at the end of it as my excess skin is stopping me getting where I want to be.

One day I will wake up and I will stay strong and it will sink in that I am worth it I deserve to look after myself!!

I am in Wales this weekend so will take time to re-evaluate what I am doing.